Well I just ate about 10 candy can striped hersheys kisses and 2 and a half slice of disgusting Thai chili pizza. Who in the hell made up such a combination, I do not know. Sounded good but in actuality was not, like a lot of things that have come and gone in my life. I am typing on my sons new old laptop. It's one of his Christmas gifts so I am sort of taking it out for a test drive. I only paid 100 for it and the processessor is worth more than that hopefully he'll have it at least a year so I can feel like it was worth it. It looks a bit rough. Well the good news is I am down to 182lbs and if I don't completely lose all motivation I can really see myself at around 135 around this time next year. I would like it to be by this summer but I am not putting any pressure on myself. I miss you April. My Dad is in a vegetative state unable to even eat just existing and I'm here in Texas so far away. Life doesn't work out quite the way you think it will sometimes. I would really just like to sit down and drink coffee with him and have a conversation. No more to say today.